CHAPTER TWO

Maya didn’t sleep.
She sat on the edge of her bed until the sky turned gray, replaying Kade’s words: Dissociative Identity Disorder. Someone else is using your identity. 
It sounded insane. It felt insane. But the bruises, the missing money, the texts she didn’t type—they didn’t feel like her.
At 8:43 AM she gave up pretending and got dressed. She wasn’t going to the precinct at 9 AM. Not as Maya. Not when she didn’t know who else might show up.
Her phone buzzed on the kitchen counter.
Unknown number again.
Be there. 9 AM. Don't make me come get you. 
Kade.
Maya deleted the text. She wasn’t ready. She wasn’t ready for him to look at her like she was broken.
At 8:58 AM, her doorbell rang.
Of course he came anyway.
Maya opened the door a crack. Kade stood in the hall with coffee in one hand and a paper bag in the other. He looked like he’d slept even less than she had.
“You’re late,” he said.
“I’m not going,” Maya said.
Kade stepped forward before she could shut the door. “Maya, we need to talk. Not about Marcus. About you.”
“I don’t have anything to say,” she said.
Kade’s eyes dropped to her wrist. A fresh bruise was forming there, purple and ugly. He hadn’t seen it yesterday.
“Did you do that?” he asked quietly.
Maya pulled her sleeve down. “I don’t know.”
Kade sighed and held out the coffee. “Black. No sugar. You didn’t drink it last time, so I figured you’d need it today.”
Maya took it. Her hands were shaking.
“Five minutes,” she said. “Then I’m calling HR and reporting you for harassment.”
Kade stepped inside and shut the door behind him.
They ended up on her couch, sitting as far apart as the cushions allowed. Maya cradled the coffee like it was a shield.
“Tell me what you remember from last night,” Kade said.
“Nothing,” Maya said. “I went to bed. I woke up here. Same as always.”
“Do you remember typing a text about Volkov and Red Hook?”
Maya froze. “No.”
Kade didn’t push. He just watched her. That was worse.
“Maya,” he said after a minute, “when this started, did anything happen? Trauma? An accident? Something bad?”
Maya looked away. “My parents died when I was twelve. Car accident. I was in the back seat.”
Kade didn’t say sorry. He didn’t do pity. He just nodded.
“DID usually starts after childhood trauma,” he said. “The mind splits to protect itself. You create other versions of you to handle things you can’t.”
Maya’s throat felt tight. “That’s not— I’m not—”
“Then explain this,” Kade said, and pulled out his phone.
He played a voicemail.
Maya recognized her own voice immediately. But it wasn’t her voice. It was lower, rougher, edged with something dangerous.
Kade. Stop calling Maya. If you want answers, meet me at Queensborough Gym. Midnight. Come alone, or I start talking to Volkov.
The voicemail ended.
Maya’s blood went cold. “I didn’t—”
“Yeah,” Kade said. “You did. Or someone using your voice did.”
Maya set the coffee down before she dropped it. “That’s not me.”
“Then who is it?” Kade asked.
Maya didn’t have an answer.
The lights flickered.
Just once.
Maya blinked, and suddenly the room felt different. Bigger. Like she was watching it from behind her own eyes.
Her posture changed before she realized it. Shoulders back. Chin up. No more shrinking.
Kade noticed immediately. His hand moved toward his jacket.
“Maya?” he said carefully.
The woman sitting in front of him smiled. It wasn’t Maya’s smile. It was sharper. More dangerous.
“No,” she said. Her voice was deeper now. Smoother. “Not Maya.”
Kade went still. “Who are you?”
The woman tilted her head, studying him like he was a problem she was enjoying solving.
“I’m Serena,” she said.
Serena.
The name felt right and wrong at the same time.
“And you’re the detective who keeps showing up uninvited,” Serena added. “Cute. Persistent. Annoying.”
Kade didn’t relax. “Serena. You’re the one who called me.”
“Guilty,” Serena said. She stretched, rolling her shoulders like she’d just woken up from a good nap. “You’re getting too close, Detective. Maya’s scared. I don’t like scared.”
“Scared of what?” Kade asked.
“Of you,” Serena said. “Of Volkov. Of the truth. Pick one.”
Kade stood up slowly. “Where’s Maya?”
Serena grinned. “She’s here. Just... quiet. She’s watching. Hi, Maya.”
Maya tried to speak. Nothing came out. It was like being trapped underwater, hearing everything but unable to move.
“Let her talk,” Kade said.
Serena rolled her eyes. “She can’t. Not right now. I’m driving.”
“Why?” Kade asked.
“Because you make her nervous,” Serena said. “And nervous Maya gets us killed. So I’m here to make sure that doesn’t happen.”
Kade studied her for a long moment. Then he sat back down.
“Okay, Serena,” he said. “Talk to me. Where’s Marcus?”
Serena’s grin faded. “I don’t know.”
“Liar,” Kade said flatly.
Serena shrugged. “Maybe. But if I knew, you’d already have a body. Volkov doesn’t leave loose ends.”
“Then why did you call me?” Kade asked.
“Because you’re stupid enough to help,” Serena said. “And because Maya likes you. She thinks you’re safe.”
Kade blinked. “Maya likes me?”
Serena laughed. “God, you’re dense. Yes, Detective. She likes you. I think it’s pathetic. Kael thinks it’s useful. Luce thinks it’s fun.”
Kade frowned. “Kael? Luce?”
Serena waved a hand. “Other people. Other problems. You don’t need to meet them today.”
“I think I do,” Kade said. “If they’re involved in a murder case.”
Serena leaned forward, elbows on her knees. “Let me make this simple for you, Detective. Maya didn’t kill Marcus. I didn’t kill Marcus. But someone wants you to think we did. And if you keep poking around, they’ll make sure you believe it.”
“Who?” Kade asked.
Serena smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Volkov.”
Kade’s jaw tightened. “You know where he is.”
“I know where he was last night,” Serena said. “Red Hook. Warehouse 447B. He’s moving something tonight. Big. And he doesn’t want Maya anywhere near it.”
“Why not?” Kade asked.
“Because Maya’s the only one who can identify him,” Serena said. “And he knows it.”
Kade stood up. “We’re going to the precinct. Now. You’re making an official statement.”
Serena stood too, faster. “No.”
Kade’s hand hovered near his gun. “Serena—”
“Don’t say my name like that,” Serena said quietly. “Not unless you want Maya to freak out.”
Kade stopped.
Serena stepped closer. Not threatening. Just present. Invading his space because she could.
“You want to help Maya,” she said. “Then help her on her terms. No precinct. No interrogation room. No bright lights and two-way mirrors. She’ll shut down, and you’ll lose her.”
Kade stared at her. “What do you suggest?”
“Dinner,” Serena said. “Tonight. Eight PM. Somewhere expensive. You buy, I talk. Maya gets to feel safe. Everyone wins.”
Kade looked like he wanted to argue. Then he exhaled and nodded once.
“Rao’s,” he said. “Eight PM.”
Serena smiled. “Good choice. Maya’s been dying to try their steak.”
Kade left without another word.
The moment the door shut, the shift happened.
Maya came back all at once, like surfacing from deep water. She gasped, clutching her head.
“What happened?” she whispered. “What did I say?”
You didn't say anything, Serena replied in her head, smug. I did.
Maya stood up too fast and had to grab the couch to stay upright. “Serena? Is that really your name?”
Yep, Serena said. And you're welcome. I kept you from getting arrested. 
Maya pressed her hands to her face. “I have other people in my head.”
Obviously, Serena said. There's me, there's Kael and there's Luce. Kael's the quiet one. Luce is the flirty one. I'm the fun one.
Maya sank to the floor. “This isn’t real.”
It is, Serena said. And it's been real for a long time. You just didn't notice because we were good at hiding.
Maya’s phone buzzed. Kade again. 
Dinner's at eight. Don't flake. I'm bringing backup.
She stared at the text.
He means backup for himself, Serena said. Not for us. Yet.
Maya typed back with shaking fingers: Fine. But if you arrest me, I'll make you pay for the steak.
Kade replied instantly: Deal
Maya put the phone down and buried her face in her hands.
“Okay,” she whispered to the empty room. “Okay. What do I do now?”
You get ready for dinner, Serena said. And you let me handle Volkov. You handle Kade. Kael will handle not getting us killed.
Maya looked up at the mirror. Her reflection looked back, eyes wide and scared.
“Who’s Kael?” she asked.
You'll meet him when things go wrong, Serena said. He likes it that way.
Maya didn’t like it at all.
But for the first time in months, she didn’t feel completely alone in it.
---
At 7:55 PM, Maya stood outside Rao’s in a dress she didn’t remember buying.
It was black, fitted, and had a slit up the thigh that screamed not Maya.
“Luce,” Maya muttered.
Relax Luce said in her head, voice dripping with amusement. He likes it. And if he doesn't, his loss.
Maya walked inside. Kade was already there, sitting at a corner table, wearing a suit that actually fit this time. He stood when he saw her. His eyes did a slow, careful sweep from her heels to her hair.
“You came,” he said.
“Serena’s busy,” Maya said. The shift happened as she said it. Her posture changed, her voice dropped. Luce was in control now.
Luce slid into the seat across from him, crossing her legs. “I’m Luce. Serena had a fight. I had a meeting. She left me with the bill.”
Kade sat down, not taking his eyes off her. “You’re not Serena.”
“No,” Luce said. “I’m better.”
Kade didn’t blink. “Luce.”
Luce grinned. “You’re good. Most people take three dates to figure it out.”
The waiter appeared and Luce ordered the most expensive bottle of red wine without looking at the menu. Kade didn’t stop her.
“So,” Luce said, leaning forward. “You want to talk about Marcus. Or do you want to talk about why you’ve been staring at my legs since I sat down?”
Kade’s jaw tightened. “We’re here to talk about Marcus.”
Luce sighed dramatically. “Boys and their cases. Fine. What do you want to know?”
“Where were you on October 12th, two years ago?” Kade asked.
“Two years ago?” Luce tapped her chin. “Let me think. Oh right. I was at a charity gala in Manhattan, getting drunk on free champagne and flirting with a state prosecutor.”
Kade wrote something in his notebook. “Who’s the prosecutor?”
“Robert Chen,” Luce said. “He’s married now. Sad. I was better for him.”
Maya felt a headache coming on. Luce never gave straight answers.
“Why were you there?” Kade asked.
“Networking,” Luce said. “Volkov’s people were there. I needed to see who was talking to who.”
Kade’s pen stopped moving. “Volkov.”
Luce smiled sweetly. “You said the magic word.”
The shift happened mid-sentence. One second Luce was leaning forward, flirty and sharp. The next, Maya was sitting upright, hands folded, eyes wide with panic.
“—and I’m so sorry, I don’t know what I said,” Maya babbled. “Luce does that. She doesn’t mean it. I don’t know anything about Volkov. I swear.”
Kade watched her carefully. “Maya.”
Maya nodded too fast. “Yes. Hi. Sorry. Luce is a menace.”
Kade closed his notebook. “You’re safe here, Maya. No one’s arresting you tonight.”
Maya didn’t believe him, but she nodded anyway.
Kade poured wine into her glass. “Drink. You look like you’re going to pass out.”
Maya took a sip. It was good wine. Too good for her salary.
“Why are you doing this?” she asked quietly.
Kade met her eyes. “Because I don’t think you killed Marcus. And I think someone’s using you.”
Maya’s throat tightened. No one had said that to her before. Not like that.
“Thank you,” she said.
Kade nodded. “Eat. The steak here is worth the price gouging.”
Maya picked up her fork. For ten minutes, they ate in silence. It wasn’t awkward. It was comfortable in a way Maya hadn’t felt in years.
Then Kael surfaced.
He didn’t announce himself. He just took over, posture straightening, expression going flat and focused.
“Kade,” Kael said.
Kade looked up immediately. “Kael.”
“You’re wasting time,” Kael said. “If you want Volkov, you need to look at the shipping manifests from the Port of Newark. October 12th. Container 447B.”
Kade stared at him. “How do you know that?”
“Because I was there,” Kael said. “And because you’re not going to find Marcus in a dumpster. You’re going to find him in a warehouse in Red Hook. If he’s still alive.”
Maya’s blood went cold.
Kade stood up slowly. “If you’re lying—”
“I’m not,” Kael said. “Check the manifests. And Kade?”
“What?”
“Bring backup,” Kael said. “Volkov doesn’t play fair.”
Kael receded as fast as he’d come. Maya was back, shaking, staring at Kade like he might arrest her right there.
Kade sat down slowly.
“Is he always like that?” he asked.
Maya nodded. “He’s the paranoid one.”
Kade exhaled. “Then I’m going to check those manifests.”
Maya reached across the table and grabbed his wrist. “Be careful.”
Kade looked down at her hand. His pulse jumped.
“I will,” he said.
Maya let go like she’d been burned.
Dinner ended quietly after that. Kade walked her to her apartment, said goodnight at the door, and left without trying to kiss her.
Maya watched him go, feeling like she’d just dodged something and run straight into it at the same time.
Back inside, she collapsed on the couch.
“Well,” Luce said in her head, delighted. “That went better than expected.”
“You flirted with him,” Maya said.
And he liked it, Luce said. So did Serena. And Kael. And you.
Maya groaned. “Shut up.”
You're falling for him, Maya, Serena said quietly. We all are. 
Maya didn’t argue. She couldn’t.
---
Two hours later, Maya was asleep when the shift came again.
She woke up in a car she didn’t recognize, parked on a quiet street in Red Hook. The engine was running. Her hands were on the wheel.
Kael, she thought. What are we doing?
Scouting, Kael replied. Kade won't get here for another hour. I need to see the warehouse.
The warehouse was dark, half-collapsed, with a faded “447B” stenciled on the loading dock. It matched what Kael had told Kade at dinner.
Maya’s hands trembled. If Marcus is in there…
He's not, Kael said flatly. At least, not alive.
Maya swallowed hard.
But Volkov is, Kael continued. And he knows we were here.
Headlights swept across the car. Too fast. Too close.
Kael slammed the car into reverse, tires screeching. The shift back to Maya happened mid-turn.
She gasped, heart pounding, as the car fishtailed and slid to a stop against the curb.
A black SUV pulled up behind her. Two men got out.
Maya’s phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number: Stop digging, Maya. Next time, we take your hand. 
Before she could reply, the men were at her window, tapping with a gun.
Maya’s vision tunneled.
Serena, she thought. Please. 
The shift was instant.
Serena rolled down the window, smiling like she was happy to see them. “Evening, boys. You lost?”
The man with the gun frowned. “Get out of the car.”
Serena glanced at the gun, then back at him. “Make me.”
He reached for the door handle.
Serena moved faster.
The fight was over in ninety seconds. When it was done, two men were unconscious and Kade was breathing hard, staring at Serena like he wasn’t sure if he should cuff her or kiss her.
Serena tossed the pipe aside and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. “Told you. You should’ve brought backup.”
Kade holstered his gun. “You’re insane.”
Serena winked. “You like it.”
Sirens were getting closer.
Kade grabbed Serena’s arm. “We’re leaving. Now.”
Serena let him pull her to the street, where a cab was already waiting. Kade shoved her inside, got in after her, and slammed the door.
“Drive,” he told the driver. “Anywhere but here.”
The cab pulled away as NYPD cruisers screamed past.
Serena leaned back in the seat, breathing hard, adrenaline still high.
Kade looked at her, really looked at her. “You could’ve gotten killed.”
Serena shrugged. “I’ve been killed before. Worse.”
Kade cursed under his breath. “You’re not Maya.”
“No,” Serena said. “But I’m keeping her alive. That’s my job.”
Kade rubbed his face with both hands. “I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how to protect four people in one body.”
Serena went quiet.
Then she reached out and took his hand.
“You don’t have to,” she said softly. “Just protect Maya. The rest of us can handle ourselves.”
Kade looked down at their hands. His thumb brushed over her knuckles the same way he’d done with Maya earlier.
“Okay,” he said.
The cab dropped them off three blocks from Maya’s apartment. Kade walked her to the door, checking every shadow, every doorway.
At the door, Serena stopped.
“Kade,” she said.
“Yeah?”
Serena stood on her toes and kissed him. Fast. Hard. Over before he could react.
Then she pulled back, grinning. “For the record, I liked it too.”
She shut the door before he could answer.
Inside, Maya was back, sitting on the floor, shaking.
“What did I do?” she whispered.
You kissed him, Serena said, smug. And he kissed you back. 
Maya buried her face in her hands. “I’m going to jail.”
No, you're not, Kael said. But Volkov knows we are here. The next move is his.
Maya nodded.
Outside, Kade stood on the sidewalk for a long time before he finally walked away.

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