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CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX

The art show was Luce’s idea.
She told Zee about it during dinner, using crayons to draw a gallery on the back of a takeout receipt. Stick figures, balloons, a big sign that said Luce's Art.
“We can put it in the shop,” Luce said. “After we close. People can come and see.”
Zee looked at the drawing. “You want a real show?”
Luce nodded hard. “Serena will help. Maya will say yes. Kael will stand by the door.”
Zee laughed. “That sounds like a plan.”
Kade heard about it on Thursday.
“Art show?” he said, raising an eyebrow over his coffee. “Here?”
Zee nodded. “Saturday. Six to eight. It’s Luce’s thing.”
Kade set his cup down. “I’ll be here at five-thirty. To help move tables.”
Zee didn’t argue.
---
Saturday came fast.
Zee spent the morning clearing the back studio. Serena hung strings across the ceiling with clothespins. Maya made a sign with marker and cardboard. Kael dragged two folding tables to the front and put them against the wall like barricades.
“People can’t just walk in,” he said. “They have to be invited.”
Luce giggled and taped her drawings to the wall. Suns. Houses. A welding mask with a smiley face. One of Kade with a badge that was bigger than his head.
By five-thirty, the shop looked different. Softer. Brighter.
Kade showed up at five twenty-eight with a box of plastic cups and a bag of juice boxes.
“Juice?” Zee said.
“Luce said no wine,” Kade said. “I listened.”
Zee shook her head but smiled.
Mrs. Adeyemi came at six with three trays of puff-puff. Mr. Sule brought his students. Tunde hung up a string of lights. By six-fifteen, the shop was full.
Luce stood by her wall in a dress that was too big and shoes that were too small, holding Serena’s hand.
“Welcome to my art show,” she said, voice loud and brave.
People clapped.
Zee watched from the counter and felt something in her chest she didn’t have a name for. It wasn’t pride. It wasn’t relief. It was quieter than that.
Maya came forward halfway through. She stood next to Kade while parents bought drawings for two dollars and kids ate puff-puff with sticky fingers.
“You did this,” Kade said quietly.
Maya shrugged. “Luce did.”
“No,” Kade said. “You all did. You let her.”
Maya looked at him. “I’m learning.”
“I know,” Kade said.
By eight, the shop was empty again. Balloons on the floor. Crumbs on the tables. Twenty-seven drawings sold. Thirty-four dollars in a jar labeled _Luce’s Art Money_.
Luce counted it three times and fell asleep on the cot with the jar in her arms.
Kael stood by the door until the last guest left. Then he locked it. Twice.
Zee cleaned up while Kade carried the trash out.
When they were done, the shop was quiet again.
Kael didn’t go back.
He stayed fronting.
---
Zee felt him settle in. Shoulders square. Jaw tight. Eyes scanning the room like it might attack.
Kade noticed too. He set the trash bag down and didn’t move toward the door.
“Kael,” he said.
Kael looked at him. “Detective.”
Kade didn’t correct him. Didn’t push. Just nodded.
“You did good today,” Kade said. “With the door. With watching. She’s safe because of you.”
Kael’s expression didn’t change. “I know.”
Silence.
Kade leaned against the counter. “Can I sit?”
Kael thought about it. Then nodded once.
Kade pulled out a stool and sat, hands on his knees, not reaching, not threatening.
“I owe you an apology,” Kade said.
Kael frowned. “For what?”
“For not seeing you sooner,” Kade said. “For thinking Maya was the only one who mattered. For not understanding that you were the one keeping her alive.”
Kael didn’t answer.
Kade kept going. “You took the hits. You stood watch. You killed Elias because you thought he was a threat. You were trying to protect her. I get that now.”
Kael’s jaw worked. “He let someone in.”
“I know,” Kade said. “And you did what you thought you had to. I’m not here to charge you. I’m here to say thank you.”
Kael blinked. Like he’d been hit and didn’t know where.
“Thank you?” he repeated.
“Yeah,” Kade said. “Thank you for keeping her safe when I couldn’t. Thank you for not giving up on her. Thank you for letting me back in.”
Kael looked away. “I don’t trust you.”
“I know,” Kade said. “I don’t expect you to. Trust takes time. But I’m not going to lie to you. I’m not going to disappear. I’m here.”
Kael stared at the floor.
“I don’t like you,” he said.
Kade smiled a little. “That’s fair.”
“I don’t like that she likes you,” Kael said.
Kade nodded. “I know that too.”
Kael looked up. “If you hurt her, I’ll—”
“You’ll do what you have to,” Kade said. “And I’ll let you. Because that’s your job. And my job is to make sure you never have to.”
Kael didn’t say anything for a long time.
Then he said, “She’s scared of you.”
“I know,” Kade said.
“She’s scared of losing herself,” Kael said. “If she lets you in, she thinks you’ll make her choose. Be one person. Not all of us.”
Kade shook his head. “I don’t want her to be one person. I want her to be all of you. Maya. Zee. Serena. Luce. You. I don’t want pieces. I want the whole thing.”
Kael studied him. Like he was looking for a lie and not finding one.
“Why?” Kael asked.
“Because she’s worth it,” Kade said. “All of her. Even the parts that are hard. Even you.”
Kael looked down at his hands. They were calloused. Scarred. Steady.
“I’m not good,” he said. “I’ve done things.”
“I know,” Kade said. “You’ve done things to survive. That doesn’t make you bad. That makes you loyal.”
Kael’s throat worked.
“No one’s ever said that to me,” he said.
“I’m saying it now,” Kade said.
Kael nodded once.
Then he stood up.
“I’m going back,” he said. “Zee needs to sleep.”
Kade nodded. “Okay.”
Kael walked to the back room. Before he went through the door, he paused.
“You’re not Cole,” he said.
Kade met his eyes. “No. I’m not.”
Kael nodded. Then he was gone.
Zee came forward, blinking like she’d just woken up.
“Kade?” she said.
“Hey,” Kade said. “How are you feeling?”
Zee looked around. “Tired. But okay. What happened?”
“Kael and I talked,” Kade said.
Zee’s eyes widened. “You talked?”
“Yeah,” Kade said. “He didn’t punch me. So I’m calling it a win.”
Zee laughed, surprised and relieved. “What did he say?”
“That he doesn’t trust you,” Kade said. “And that I’m not Cole. And that he’s going back to let you sleep.”
Zee sat down hard on a stool. “He talked to you.”
“Yeah,” Kade said. “And he listened.”
Zee looked at him. “Thank you.”
Kade shrugged. “Don’t thank me yet. We’ve got a long way to go.”
Zee nodded. “I know. But it’s a start.”
Kade stood up. “I should go. Let you rest.”
Zee stood too. “Kade?”
He stopped.
“Stay,” she said. “Just for a little while. On the cot. In case Kael needs to watch.”
Kade looked at her. “You sure?”
Zee nodded.
Kade grabbed a blanket from the shelf and lay down on the cot. Zee sat in the chair beside it, her back to the wall.
She didn’t sleep right away.
Neither did Kade.
But after a while, the shop was quiet, and the lights were low, and Zee closed her eyes.
Kael didn’t take over.
He rested.
---
The next morning, Dr. Lin came early.
“How did it go?” she asked.
Zee told her. About the art show. About Kael talking to Kade. About sleeping through the night.
Dr. Lin listened and nodded. “That’s huge, Zee. Kael trusting Kade is trust you all get to share.”
Zee nodded. “He said Kade’s not Cole.”
“Is he right?” Dr. Lin asked.
Zee thought about it. “Yeah. He is.”
Dr. Lin smiled. “Good.”
---
Week after, business was steady.
The railing job led to two more. A café needed a counter. A school needed new bike racks.
Zee hired Tunde part-time. He showed up on time and asked fewer questions.
Kade came on Thursdays and Sundays now. Sundays because he said the shop was quieter and he could help without getting in the way.
He fixed the back door hinge. He painted the bathroom. He learned how to sweep without kicking up dust.
He didn’t ask for anything.
Maya started talking to him without an agenda. About the weather. About the kids in the art studio. About the book she was reading.
One Sunday, she asked, “Do you ever think about what would have happened if I hadn’t left?”
Kade set his paintbrush down. “All the time.”
“What do you think would have happened?” Maya asked.
“I think we would have fought,” Kade said. “I think I would have tried to fix you. I think you would have hated me for it. I think we would have broken anyway.”
Maya nodded. “Me too.”
“Now we’re different people,” Kade said. “We’re better people. We can try again without breaking.”
Maya looked at him. “I don’t know if I’m ready to try.”
“That’s okay,” Kade said. “I’m not asking you to. I’m just here.”
Maya nodded.
---
Month two after the art show, Kael asked to talk to Kade again.
They met in the shop after closing. Just the two of them.
Kael sat at the workbench. Kade sat on a stool.
“I have rules,” Kael said.
Kade nodded. “Tell me.”
“One. You don’t touch her when she’s scared. You ask.”
“Okay.”
“Two. You don’t lie. Ever. Even small lies.”
“Okay.”
“Three. If she splits in front of you and it’s not Zee or Maya, you don’t panic. You call her name. You wait.”
Kade nodded. “I can do that.”
Kael looked at him. “Four. You don’t leave. Not when it gets hard.”
Kade held his gaze. “I’m not leaving.”
Kael nodded. “Then we’re good.”
He stood up and walked out.
Kade sat there for a minute, then picked up his brush and kept painting.
---
Month three, Serena had her first solo class.
Six kids. Watercolors. She taught them how to mix blue and yellow to make green.
One kid cried because his green was muddy. Serena sat with him and said it was okay. Green could be muddy. Mud was real.
Kade watched from the doorway and didn’t say anything.
After, Serena came to him with a painting. Green and blue and yellow, all mixed together.
“This is us,” she said.
Kade took it. “It’s beautiful.”
Serena smiled and ran back to the kids.
---
Month four, Luce got sick.
Fever. Cough. She wouldn’t front for two days.
Zee was exhausted. Maya was worried. Kael was furious at the germs.
Kade brought soup and stayed on the cot while Zee slept. He checked Luce’s temperature every few hours. He read her stories when she was awake.
On the third day, Luce came back, pale and clingy.
She drew Kade a picture. Him with a cape.
“You’re a hero,” she said.
Kade shook his head. “I’m just here.”
Luce nodded like that was the same thing.
---
Month five, Maya had a nightmare.
She woke up screaming, Zee came forward disoriented, Kael was already at the door with the torch in his hand.
Kade was there in five minutes. He didn’t come inside. He stood on the sidewalk and called her name until she opened the door.
“I’m here,” he said. “You’re safe. You’re home.”
Maya stood in the doorway, shaking.
“I dreamed Cole found us,” she said.
Kade nodded. “He’s in prison, Maya. He can’t get to you.”
Maya stared at him.
“Say it again,” she said.
“You’re safe,” Kade said. “You’re home. He can’t get to you.”
Maya nodded. Then she stepped aside and let him in.
He sat on the cot while she sat on the chair. Neither of them slept.
But she didn’t split again that night.
---
Month six, the one-year anniversary of full release.
Zee closed the shop early. She put up a small sign: _Closed for Family_.
Kade came at six.
They didn’t go out. They didn’t make a big deal.
They sat in the studio with Serena’s paintings on the walls and Luce’s drawings on the table.
Maya sat between them.
“I’m proud of us,” she said.
Kade nodded. “Me too.”
Zee looked around. “All of us.”
Kael didn’t say anything. But he didn’t leave either.
They ate takeout. They drank soda. They talked about nothing.
At ten, Kade stood up to go.
Zee stood too. “You don’t have to,” she said.
Kade stopped. “You want me to stay?”
Zee nodded.
Kade sat back down.
They stayed up late talking. About the shop. About the kids. About the future.
Maya fell asleep on the cot.
Zee covered her with a blanket.
Kael locked the door.
Serena turned off the lights.
Luce dreamed about balloons.
---
Month seven, Kade moved his toothbrush to the shop bathroom.
He didn’t announce it. He just did it.
Zee found it one morning and didn’t say anything.
Maya saw it and smiled.
Kael checked that it was still there every night.
Serena bought a second one so he wouldn’t have to share.
Luce drew a sign for the bathroom: _Kade’s Toothbrush. Do Not Move._
Kade laughed when he saw it.
He didn’t move it.
---
Month eight, Zee got a letter.
From the court.
_Your supervision is complete. No further reporting required. Case closed._
She read it three times.
Then she handed it to Kade.
He read it and handed it back.
“You’re free,” he said.
Zee nodded. “I know.”
She put it in the drawer with Elias’s key and Luce’s art money.
That night, she locked the shop and didn’t check the lock twice.
Just once.
---
Month nine, Kael asked Kade to teach him how to shoot.
Not because he wanted a gun. Because he wanted to know he didn’t need one.
They went to the range on a Sunday. Kade showed him stance. Grip. Breath.
Kael fired ten rounds. All of them hit the target.
He set the gun down.
“I don’t want it,” he said.
Kade nodded. “Good.”
Kael looked at him. “I trust you.”
Kade didn’t move. Didn’t smile too big. Just nodded.
“Thank you,” he said.
---
Month ten, Maya said it first.
They were closing up. The shop was quiet.
“I love you,” she said.
Kade stopped wiping the counter.
He looked at her. “I love you too. All of you.”
Maya nodded. “I know.”
She didn’t run. She didn’t split.
She just stood there and let it be true.
---
Month eleven, Zee put her name on the lease.
Not Elias’s. Hers.
Five years.
Kade co-signed because the landlord asked, but the name on the paper was Mercer.
Zee hung the lease on the wall next to Luce’s drawings.
---
Month twelve, the second art show.
Bigger this time.
Kids from three schools. Parents. Neighbors. Mr. Sule. Mrs. Adeyemi.
Luce stood on a chair and gave a speech.
“This is our shop,” she said. “It’s safe. It’s ours. All of us.”
People clapped.
Kade stood in the back with his hands in his pockets, watching.
Kael stood by the door.
Serena sold paintings.
Maya stood next to Kade.
Zee stood in the middle of it all.
Alive.
Whole.
Home.

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