She's drunk.
Ang ingay ng paligid. This is my first time going to bar. Seryoso ba talaga si Sabrina duon? Na tutulungan niya ako sa lalaking yun? Hindi pa kami nag-contact within these days. Well he's busy in his studies, in his Biotechnology, and Molecular Biology.So bakit aasa naman ako na tawagan or i-chat man lang niya? It's not like I'm expecting about him or anything!
"Ia, sino ba kasi yang inaantay mo?" Tanong ni Kokoro at napatingin naman sa gilid, "Boyfriend? Yabang! Sana all,"

"It's complicated,"
Binigyan naman na kami ng beers ni Sabrina saka ako tumango. Oh, I'm with Kokoro Solaris Sandoval, HRM tudent. Sa CEU siya nag-college kaya madalang kami magkita. She's my best friend. At kung magkita man kami baka pasko lang kasi madami akong requirements in my plates drawing eh.Hirap na hirap na ako magsukat pero buti na lang naiiraos ko pa din tong architecture kahit papaano.She's already in 2nd year. At isa siya sa mga best friend ko eh. Madalas pag wala si Amanda si Kokoro ang kasama ko.
Then for her pants simpleng dark blue jeans ang suot niya and for her shoes , she was wearing a silver round-toe pump heels. And then for her bag, she had her pink mini bag at simple lang ang make up niya. Nakaayos naman ng plantsa yung buhok niya and she looked so beautiful.Dumating naman na si Sab at dala-dala niya si Masashi. Parang ayaw pa nga niya pumasok eh.
"Sab, may Biology pa ako." He said
"Eto naman! Ang KJ! Parang kakausapin mo lang si Wakana eh. Oh eto na, time for you guys to make bati na!" She smirked at napahawak na lang ako sa salamin ko at tsaka ko inangat ito. I feel a bit shy, ewan ko. Ano bang sasabihin ko kapag tapos nung nangyari?
I was just wearing a simple dark blue and white straps hoodie. Medyo malaki yung size nun. And then for my pants, simpleng black jeans ang suot ko and then naka-white rubber shoes ako. Simple lang din naman ang ayos ko. Konting make up and then for my hair, it's a simple cute bun. I should really get out of here..
"Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse sige na! Ito naman, ngayon lang tayo nakumpleto after mag-college. Bakit ha? May iba ng nagkakagusto sa architect mo noh kaya selos na selos ka na namang hayop ka? Yiiiie," Tili naman ni Sabrina and I cursed a bit.Gagang to, tinawag pa talagang hayop ang crush ko! Walang hiya to, akala ko ba tutulungan niya ako? She's giving him weird ideas! Jusme hindi ko na alam kung ano bang iisipin ko sa kanya eh.

"Hell no," Inis na sinabi ni Masashi, "Ako kaya ang crush ng babaeng yan. Kung makapag pa cute nga yan at banatan ako daig mo pa yung self confidence ng mga heroine sa wattpad. Ako lang crush niyan. At mataas ang confidence ko diyan, we've been best friends for 4th year damn it Sabrina!Hindi magpapansin sakin yan kung hindi. But damn, she's so cute."

Luh. Pinagsasabi niya diyan? Akala ba niya papansinin ko siya kahit pinagsasabi niya yun? Arrrgh bwisit! Talagang paborito ba niya ako na mapahiya? Lintik talaga yan! Pucha!
Kumuha ulit ako ng ilang drinks at hard drink yun. I don't care. Gusto ko lang magpakalasing ngayon. Nagulat naman si Kokoro nung makita niya na lumagok na lang ako ng beer so she tried to stop me, "Hoy gaga ka. Nagpaalam tayo ng maayos kay Eng. Kaneshiro, yari tayo sa tatay mo kapag nagwalwal ka." She said and I moved her hand at ngumuso na lang ako sa kanya, "I can handle this. Kaya ko,"
"Oo nako Kokoro, kaya niya. Tsaka in times like this..let's have a truth and dare!"Sabrina said
"Tch, pambata." Sabi ni Masashi and he just glared at us coldly.
"Pambata ka diyan! Exciting to noh. Takot ka lang talaga na malaman na may umiiskor---"
"Wala siyang ibang lalaki kung hindi ako." He fought back at her.
"Wow, proud ha. Anyways, ganito ang rulings. Wala kasi akong bote so we'll based it on a coin. Kapag heads, truth. Kapag tails, dare." Sabi naman ni Sabrina at tsaka tumango yung iba.
Marami-rami din kami halos. We have Architect Stephanie Kace Chavez, from what I heard she's from Ateneo and pursuing architecture in there. Duon siya sa Davao at duon siya nag-architect. And then beside her, is her ex-boyfriend from what I heard. He's Akihiro Shea Huang, fashion designing student sa BU, he's from Bicol University. And then we have Talia Shabina Gui, taga-TUP ata siya from what I heard. Medyo bad girl yung aura. And then Piper! Waaah it has been awhile since I saw her. High school pa kami nuon. Ang alam ko graphic artist siya sa STI kaso di kami nagkakatagpo e.
Habang nagsimula sila, umiinom na ako dito. And it was almost two bottles. So napabuntong hininga na lang si Masashi at inagaw niya yun sakin, "Look at yourself, lasing ka na." He said at pinagalitan pa niya ako dahil dun. I can take care of myself! 20 years old na ako.
"You're not my dad bakit ka ba nag-aalala---whoa," Halos matumba ako so he quickly catched me. "Because I'm your suitor Wakana. That's why. At ayokong mapahamak ka."

I felt my cheeks got flustered but I didn't care! Hindi ako maapektuhan sa kanya noh. Duh, I should hate him. Inalalayan naman niya ako but I just shoved him away, "I can walk!"
"You're not. Let's go," Hinila naman niya ako but nagpumilit pa din ako na maglakad. Kaya ko naman kasi talaga eh. Tinatrato na naman niya akong bata. Pumunta na ako sa tabi ni Sabrina at napahawak na lang ako sa ulo ko. Ugh, my head...
"Sakto!Hey my friend, tails napunta sayo girl. Sa harap ng marami banatan mo crush mo hahahahahaaha!!!!"
Ako pa hinamon nito?
Namumula na yung mukha pero hindi ko ininda yun. Lumapit naman ako kay Masashi and then I grabbed his shirt, "Alam mo wag ka ng mag-alala sakin kasi ikaw araw-araw ko namang inaalala,"
"Ganito kasi, tutal mahilig ka namang magdrawing. Bakit kasi hindi taga-PUP at arki student na lang jowain mo? Yung magaling din magdrawing! To put it simply, ako."
"Lasing na nga, binanatan pa ako." He laughed
"Tamo natatawa ka na naman! Ah alam ko na. Natutuwa ka ba dahil nakita mo na yung future mo?" I said and I twinkled my eyes
"Kung di lang to maganda," Napailing na lang at tsaka natawa ito sakin.
Wah! Why the hell did I say that to him? Wakana Ilyria Kaneshiro, are you out of your mind? Ugh. Dala lng to ng alak. I didn't mean it! Hindi ko naman talaga gusto na banatan siya eh. Hindi talaga as in. Napakagaga mo, bakit naman babanatan mo pa ang architect na to? He ordered some water at decided to give it to me, "Uminom ka na lang." He glared
Ang sungit! Tch, I'm not asking his attention. I rolled my eyes at kinuha ko na lang yung tubig. Nung nakainom na ako medyo nawala sakit ng ulo ko kahit papaano. He decided to take me away tsaka kami nagpaalam, "I'll uh take her..baka sa condo ko na lang iuwi to,"
"Ikaw siguro yung boyfriend niya noh? Mag-Nurse ka di ba? You'd be very a great help kuya! Nagpaalam pa naman kami na di iinom kaso yang gagang yan nag-iinom naman!" Sigaw ni Kokoro
"Yeah, she's being crazy because of this game. It will be better if I took her home." Sabi naman ni Masashi at tinignan naman nito si Sabrina at tumango naman na siya kay Masashi. "I uh..owe you one," He smiled
"Kasi naman! Di ko kayo maintindihan. Sige na, ikaw na bahala diyan ha." Sabi ni Sabrina
Dinala na niya ako sa kotse niya at tsaka naman na siya pumasok and then decided to drive. Sa sobrang antok ko hinayaan ko na lang siya. I already had a few drinks and I can't think anymore. Dumating naman na kami matapos ng ilang oras. Inalis naman na niya yung seatbelt niya and he decided to check up on me, "Hintayin mo ako dito. Don't do anything reckless alright?"
Tumango na lang ako sa kanya and I moved on my side. Inaantok na ako. Why is he still talking to me? Dahil sa sobrang lasing ko, I don't know where I am. But I'm with Masashi then that means we're okay right? Nung binuksan naman na yung pintuan ay halos matumba na lang ako sa dibdib niya. Napailing na lang siya and he laughed at me, "I just told you not to be reckless. You're so handful." He said seriously and he decided to lift me up at napayakap na lang ako sa kanya.
I can smell his cologne. Ang laki ng pinagbago niya. He looked so even more manly at ang gwapo niyang tignan. If there's a definition of a perfect guy then he can be one. Kainis! Bakit ba kasi nagpapagwapo siya sakin? When I'm not suppose to look or even talk at him. Nakakainis siya! Sinuntok ko na lang siya ng bahagya and I pouted at him, "I hate you... You're so cold to me," Tinago ko na lang ang mukha ko sa kanya.
It was his fault. Hindi ba niya alam na sobra akong apektado nung araw na yun? But what? Ni wala naman akong natanggap na text. Either it's a message on my facebook or twitter. Kahit ni isa wala naman! Or even text for him. I hate this, I'm being too clingy to him. Ano ba kasi dapat na maramdaman ko eh. Ibinaba naman na niya ako nung nakapunta kami sa pintuan. He got closer to me and then he kissed me.

He quickly lift me up and he gave me passionate kisses at napakapit na lang ako sa damit niya. "Mmmh--" I was breathing hard and he breathed and he kisses me deeply, "Will you forgive me baby?" He asked with his husky voice at napakagat na lang ako sa labi ko and I looked at him with serious look, "Ayan ka na naman--"

He kissed me again."Become mine already Wakana,"
Lasing ba ako? O bingi lang ako sa narinig ko? He wanted me as his girlfriend? Is that what is he saying? Should I ask him? Confirm him about our status? Wala namang mawawala sakin di ba? Napalunok na lang ako and I touched his cheeks, "Are you asking me to be your girlfriend? Kasi gusto ko siguraduhin, ayokong masaktan..." I told him at napaluha na lang ako.

"Baby, I promised you. Masyado na kitang pinaghintay, and I hurt you. This is the right time for you to become mine. Will you become my girlfriend?"