chapter 22

It was an awkward moment after that kiss. 
Tiffany and Taeyeon can't even look each other in the eyes. 
Tiffany is ashamed of herself. 
Taeyeon is confused. 
"Did something happened with the two of you?" ask Sunny who is eyeing the two since they all arrived at the hospital. 
"None" both answer at the same time. 
The girls didn't ask them anymore as they observing the two. Clearly they knew something did happen between them when they are alone together. 
"So, Fany what did the doctor say? How long will our baby be staying here?" Sooyoung ask. 
"Thankfully the lab test shows no harmful viruses. He's getting better too but 2 or more days I think" 
The girls nodded amd continue talking to one another totally ignoring Taeyeon who is quietly sitting beside Nich. 
Whenever the girls will laugh, Taeyeon wanted to join them but she knows that she can't. 
Taeyeon wants to ask about what they are up to but she's too guilty to do so. The moment she left them means she gave up the right to be friends with them. 
With all that was happening Tiffany notice how Taeyeon is just looking at them "Tae, are you okay? It's getting late you should go home. Heize must be waiting for you"
"Can I visit again? I don't know why but I can feel some connection with your son that I don't want to leave" Taeyeon sigh while looking at Nich who is still sleeping. 
Tiffany felt scared that Taeyeon will find out who is Nich in her life. But still, she knows that she can't hide it from her because Taeyeon deserves to know it despite of her being with someone already. 
On the contrary, Tiffany won't let her take Nich away from her when the truth will unveil. 
"Sure anytime"
Taeyeon left with just a simple goodbye to her friends who just look at her and nodded. She feels like a stranger in front of them eventhough they literally grew up together. 
Sometimes making rush decisions is not the answer that we needed because it will only cause more problems that is hard to resolve. 
"Fany, what are your plans now? Because I can see how Taeyeon is trying to figure who Nich really was by how she look at him" ask Sunny. 
"I am scared Sunny. She's not ours anymore. She have her now. But seeing how she takes care of our son awhile ago makes me think twice. It's unfair for her not to know her son but I am so scared that she will take him away from me"
"She can't take him from you. If needed we will fight for your rights. But as I can see, no matter how much she tries to show her new side to us, she's still the Taeyeon that we all know. That woman is really making her be someone that she wanted Taeyeon to be"
"Let us wait for Taeyeon to figure out of this on her own if she demanded for some answer you have to give her that but that's it. Just tell her you used her cells nothing more. I have a bad feeling that somehow Heize will do something not to lose Taeyeon"
Tiffany didn't talk anymore. Her mind is going crazy with all that is happening around her. Never did she expected that it will be that difficult, she thought that she can forever hide her son from her. 
The sudden appearance of Taeyeon in their lives again makes them caught unprepared for what is waiting for them. 
All the girls left and Tiffany is left alone beside her son "Baby, what will Mommy do now that your Mama is back? I want her to know you but I am scared that we will get hurt in return. Will you mad at Mommy if I will not let Mama know about you?"
Tiffany is so confused about what to do. It's only a matter of time before Taeyeon will figure it out. 
The kiss. That kiss tells her another story. The way Taeyeon kissed her back knowing she's with Heize now makes her really confuse as what is the real score between them. 
"Arrggghhh! Can we just go back like how we were before?" She don't know what to do anymore as her mind is going crazy. 
It's 3am and Taeyeon couldn't take Nich off her mind. She is still trying to figure out who he resembles because there is something telling her about Nich. 
Then that kiss. She can't feel any regret when she kiss her. In fact she was happy as they are kissing. 
She look at Heize who is still sleeping beside her, exhausted after demanding Taeyeon to have sex with her. That's her way of knowing if Taeyeon still loves her. 
Knowing that their relationship is clearly not like an ordinary one. Taeyeon is thinking of ending it. Not because of Tiffany but because she doesn't want to be dictated anymore. 
Heize and her father is basically controlling her ever since she seek refuge to them. She owe them a lot but is it right that her life will be the payment for their help?
Taeyeon decided to go out of the hotel. And she found herself in front of the hospital where Nich is admitted. 
Slowly she open the door and saw Tiffany sleeping on his side. She can't understand why it makes her feel complete by just watching the two of them. 
Sensing that there is someone inside the room, Tiffany slowly wakes up and saw Taeyeon looking at them. 
"Why are here? How long have you been standing there?"
"I just got here. Can I stay here for the night? I-I can't sleep" 
Tiffany ask her to sit on the couch with her as she can see something is troubling her. "What's wrong?"
"I don't know what to do. I thought I am doing okay but I don't know anymore" Taeyeon truthfully answer her. 
"Why don't you talk to Heize about what's bothering you instead of coming here"
"It's not that easy to talk to her. And she can't know about it either" there is glimpse of fear beneath those eyes of Taeyeon that Tiffany is trying to decide. 
"Okay if you say so. You can take the couch I'll sleep beside Nich. Night, Tae" Tiffany is about to get up when Taeyeon pull her down that makes lay flat on the couch. 
Taeyeon is staring at Tiffany who is trying to push her away "I don't know anymore but you make me happy again Fany-ah"
And Taeyeon kiss her again on the lips as she's on top of her.  "Tae, this is wrong" Tiffany is unware of what they are doing but she too can't stop what they are doing. 
"She doesn't need to know. We have a different relationship" Taeyeon say in between their kisses. 
Tiffany let her guard down as she wrap her arms around Taeyeon pulling her down to deepen theirs kiss. Both are moaning with every move of their mouth and with every suck of their tongues. 
Surrending with lust and longing they both forget about their unresolved misunderstandings 3 years ago. 
Tiffany return to her sense when Taeyeon pull her blouse down exposing her breast that she quickly pull it up again "Taeyeon, we can't do that here"
"I'm sorry. I was lost in the moment"
"You should sleep now" Tiffany told her as she's still hovering on top of her. 
"Can you sleep beside me?" Taeyeon ask her with sincerity that Tiffany couldn't reject "Thank you"
The couch is not that big enough for them to sleep in but they still manage to fit in. Snuggling close to each other while their faces are so close Tiffany and Taeyeon still not done kissing each other as they continue until they fell asleep with a smile on their faces.
The morning comes the girls walk in with them still sleeping together as they securely hug each other that raises an eyebrow totally not liking what they are seeing. 
Right in time Nich suddenly wake up crying making his parents to wake up too. Taeyeon suddenly stirred up the moment she saw the glare that they are giving her. 
"Fany-ah, wake up they are here" she whispers
Tiffany immediately get up, fix herself and attend to her son who is crying, avoiding the looks that her friends are giving her. 
When Nich finally stops crying, Taeyeon bid goodbye to them but Sunny stops her "No. You will not get out of this room without explaining what the hell is happening"
"Sunny there is nothing really going on. Let her go home" Tiffany is trying to defend Taeyeon and also trying to escape from them. 
"Why are you here Taeyeon? And why are you both sleeping together like that? What if it was Heize will be the one to walk in to you" Sunny is like scolding her children who was caught doing something. 
Taeyeon is looking down unable to face her so Tiffany help her out again "She return this morning. We just sleep together. Nothing else. Beside we were bestfriend before we became lovers before. It's not a big deal, girls"
"Taeyeon go now. We need to talk to Tiffany" Sunny instructed her but Taeyeon seems to be unfazed. 
Tiffany tugged her hand to get her attention "It's okay. Go now, Heize must be looking for you"
Taeyeon unwillingly left them but before she do that, she places a kiss on Nich's forehead before saying goodbye. 
The moment the door closes Sunny cannot take it as she confronted Tiffany " What are you thinking? Are you nuts? Don't play that bestfriend cards on us Tiffany!"
"I know what I am doing"
"No you don't. Wake up Fany. The two of you are done. Accept it. She's no longer yours and you have to accept it. Don't let yourself be hurt as it was already"
"Hurt? I don't know how does it feel anymore. I forget how that feels like because I am numb with all the pains that I went through. You all don't know how my heart finally beat again when Taeyeon is by my side!" Tiffany let it out. Those thoughts that she's been keeping to herself, she wants to let it all out. 
"Fany, we're here for you. We understand your pain but you have to let her go now"
"How easy for you to say that! Sunny I've been in this misery for so long that I can't find a way out anymore. I am trapped. I want to forget everything but I can't"
"You can't or you don't? Those are different Fany. It's not that you can't but it's more of you don't. Free yourself from the past. Free yourself from the guilt. Free yourself from everything. Stop blaming yourself. It's time for you to rebuild yourself"
Seohyun held her and Tiffany cry on her shoulder "Unnie, time doesn't really heal our wounds. Time just let us learn how to numb ourselves from the pain within. Let Nich heal you and if, only if the two of you are really meant to be, love will find it's way for the two of you to meet halfway

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    vloggiemerenz

    thankyou for the lesson!

    16/11/2024

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    love it this story

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    John Lloyd Indias

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    15/09/2024

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