I don't know how we ended up our conversation by then I just found myself inside a bar named Catastrophe. Rafael brought me here and he said that he just wanted to unwind for awhile. At dahil wala naman si Miya at Indira sa bahay ay naisipan niyang dalhin ako rito. 
Hindi nalang ako umayaw dahil parang gusto ko na ring magpakalunod muna ngayon sa alak. 
Hindi ko alam pero sa tuwing binabalik-balikan ko ang nangyaring pag-uusap namin ni Monteserio ay parang gusto ko siyang ipalamon sa pating. 
Something happened! Something happened and I know that it shouldn't! I juts got carried away too! The sexual tension is fucking making me crazy. I didn't kissed him! He did it first and I just answered! 
And it shows how much I fucking crave to get dilig dahil ilang taon na rin?! Heck! But then, I won't do it with him! I won't! That is why I slapped him and I ran out of the unit after! 
That is crazy, I swear to God. Hindi ko na hahayaang mapag-isa kami sa loob ng isnag kwarto dahil baka bumigay nga ako ng tuluyan! 
I don't love him anymore or what! I loathe him but that doesn't mean na hindi na ako naaattract! Because he is really damn attractive! Ilang taon na ang lumipas pero hindi ko maipagkakailang mas gumwapo siya and it shows! I am attracted to him physically and it shows how much I crave for sex right now. Damn it! Bobo ka talaga Beautrin!
"Ano bang problema mo, Trin? I swear, kanina ka pa tahimik." nakangiwing pansin ni Raf. We're both sitting on the bar counter right now. 
I looked a thin before shrugging. "Don't know with you. Ikaw ang nagdala sakin dito so, baka ikaw ang mga problema." Like that Beautrin. Keep it cool or else, buong magdamag kang aasarin ng baklitang 'yan. 
"Nah, liar. You look horny." My jaw dropped as I turned to him. He raised his brow. "Your face says it all, girl. You wanted to get laid so bad. But I got you. Ihahanap kita ng makakasiping mo tonight." 
Makakasiping? Ew. That sounds...erotic! And no, heck. Catastrophe is a bar for elite but that doesn't mean na this is a safe place to find someone to get laid with. And I can work on it! I have my hands! Hell. What's wrong with pleasuring yourself, huh? Duh. I don't need man to attend to my needs at all. 
Hindi ko nalang siya sinagot at nagpatuloy nalang sa pag-inom. Right now, I don't need anything but to just drown myself with alcohol! Raf was talking to some people, karamihan ay mga lalaki at gustong makipagkilala sa akin but I just turned my back all the time kaya si Raf ang nag-e-entertain. 
I need alcohol in my system. Not men.
Hindi ko alam kung pang-ilang bote ko na ng alak basta ay tumigil na ako ng makaramdam ng hilo. I still want to go home safe and sound. Ayaw kong maulila ang anak ko ng maaga. Sa unit nalang ako iinom kapag kinulang pa. 
Nang makaramdam ng pagkaihi ay nagpaalam na muna ako kay Raf. He even insisted on going with me but I didn't let him. I know that he wants to get laid tonight too. This gay...tch. 
It wasn't that hard finding the comfort room. Iyon nga lang ay ilang beses akong napapahinto para kalmahin ang sarili dahil parang umiikot ang buong paligid ko. Idagdag pa na sobrang nakakahilo rin ang ilaw na papalit-palit. 
When I successfully got into the comfort room at inilagay ko na muna ang purse ko sa lababo. I looked at my reflection on the mirror. 
I smirked. "Gorgeous, gorgeous girl. Sexy, sexy mommy..." I whispered. I am wearing a strapless bodycon dress that falls exact at my mid thigh. Hapit na hapit sa katawan ko kaya sobrang hulma ng dibdib ko ngayon. 
I sighed. 
I want to think Indira dahil noong dumating siya ay mas lumaki pa ang dibdib ko. Mahina akong napahagikhik at marahan na hinaplos ang aking dibdib. It's huge. Halos hindi na magkasya sa mga palad ko samantalang noon ay hirap na hirap akong palakihin 'to e. 
The door opened but I continue to stare at myself on the mirror. Maiihi dapat ako pero parang mas gusto kong titigan ngayon ang sarili ko. I am so beautiful, indeed. I am not bragging or what pero... Damn. Ang ganda ko pala talaga. 
I was praising myself while looking intently at my own reflection on the mirror when suddenly, I felt an arm slowly snaking unto my waist. Napasinghap ako ng inilapit ako nito sa kaniyang harapan. And I swear to God. Gusto ko ng magmura nang makita ang mukha ni Claus. He was looking at me intently too through the reflection of the mirror. 
Hindi na ako nakaangal pa ng dahan dahang tumaas ang isang kamay nito papunta sa dibdib ko. Hinawakan niya ang kamay kong kanina pa naugat sa pagkakahawak sa aking dibdib. When he successfully get rid of my hands on my chest, pumalit doon ang kaniyang kamay. 
Pleasure, desire, and list completely got into me. Napapikit ako sa sensasyong dala ng pagkakahaplos niya sa aking dibdib. Marahan ang haplos niya at maya maya pa ay pumipisil na. 
I sighed.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I am doomed!
He let go of my waist and crawled his hand on my thigh. Dahan dahan hanggang sa maabot nito ang pakay niya. He was just staring at my reflection and I know that it's satisfaction that I see in my eyes on him as he saw my reactions of the way he hold and touch me. 
He pressed me towards the washstand until I completely feel his bulge on my back. 
I moaned when he started to get rid of my panty. Dahan dahan niya itong ibinaba gamit lang ang isang kamay. I sighed deeply. Napalunok ako ng mariin bago marahas na humarap sa kaniya dahilan para mapatigil siya. He's eyes slightly widened, lips parted a bit na para bang hindi niya inaasahan ang ginawa ko. 
My jaw clenched before I loose his belt. He was stoic for a bit hanggang sa naramdaman ko ang pagyakap niya sa aking baywang na para bang hinahayaan niya akong gawin ang gusto kong mangyari. 
When I loosened his belt completely at kaagad ko na itong tinanggal. My hands were shaking but that doesn't stop me from doing what I wanted to do in the first place. Until he was left with only his black boxers. Pahigpit ng pahigpit na ang hawak niya sa aking baywang. 
When I fully freed his...hardened sword I heard him muttered curses softly bago niya itinaas ang aking damit hanggang sa umabot ito sa may bandang tiyan ko. Ibinaba nito ang aking panty at mabilis niya akong binuhat at pinaupo sa lababo. Napaigtad pa ako sa lamig ng lumapat na ang aking pwet doon. 
No words. I just stared at him straightly in his eyes. Para akong nalalasing sa klase ng titig niya hanggang sa ako na mismo ang bumigay at humalil sa kaniya. I heard him sighed before he lift me up. I encircled my legs on his waist and I moaned when he entered me...finally. 
"Baby...d-do you want me to s-stop? Do you really want this? Or are you just drunk?" I heard him whispered huskily. His voice sounds in pain na para bang may pinipigilan siya. 
Bumitaw ako sa pagkakahalik sa kaniya at isinubsob ang mukha sa kaniyang leeg. I bit him there slightly causing him to moan again. 
There's no stopping now. Naipasok na niya ng buo. Ilang taon na akong walang dilig! Mamaya nalang ako magsisisi pagkatapos namin dito.
"Move, Monteserio. Show me how mad you are," I whispered erotically in his ear. He bit my shoulder causing me to gasp. 
Napasinghap ako ng marahas niya akong isinandal sa may pintuan ng comfort room before he started moving inside and out of me like a madman. 
Ramdam na ramdam ko na kung ano ang pinipigilan niya kanina. He's stopping himself from being this...mad!
"I've been craving for this, baby! Damn it. I love you, Missus. I love you, baby. Fuck. So tight." He whispered while moving inside and out of me. He was doing it fast and hard. Pakiramdam ko ay pati ang pintuan ay magigiba na namin sa sobrang bilis niya. 
He was kissing and sipping my neck. He would live a mark for sure but that's not my focus right now. 
I slapped his back. "I'm coming!" I moaned. Mas lalo niya pang binilisan dahil sa sinabi ko and seconds later, I came. Mas lalo namang bumilis ang galaw niya. My deep sighs and his moan dominated the comfort room. Sweat started to trickle on my forehead. Kitang kita ko na rin ang pawis sa kaniyang noo. His face is red as well. 
Yumakap ako sa leeg niya ng makaramdam na naman ng kung ano. The slapping sound of our connected body made it more erotic and I came again for the second time. 
"Fuck. I love you, Beautrin..." He stiffened. 
Para akong nawala sa mundo nang ilabas nito ang mainit na bagay sa loob ng sinapupunan ko. It was so warm. Ilang taon na rin and I missed the feeling of...My God!
Claus kissed my neck. He continued to lick and sip it not letting me go. Hindi pa rin niya nilalabas ang kaniya sa akin and I felt that it was still hard as steel. 
"Trin...Beautrin...Missus..." He continued to chant my name like it was his new addiction. 
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✨ <---- If you see that beside the title of the chapter, then there's a magic that will happen. I did it! 😭 
More magics to come! Charaught. 
#NeverAgain. Hindi na talaga guys promise! Isang magic lang dapat.