Harry Hemsworth POV
"Do you think it is something you can just pull off anytime you want?"
"Harry" mom hold my wrist trying to calm me.
I sent clarrise home. I can't bear to hurt her anymore. I'm going to tell her what's the truth.
"Tell her everything or I will?"
Hindi ako nag babanta. I just can't take it anymore.
"Do you think you can bare it?" paghahamon nya.
"I can. I'm not like you Mr. Monford. How can you smile without your daughter? Clarrise is your daughter! You have her mom!"
"Harry. Stop" galit na sambit ni daddy.
"It's not yet the right time para sabihin sakanya ang lahat"
Natawa ako "Kailan nyo balak itago sakanya ang lahat? Kapag sya na mismo ang naka tuklas?!"
"HARRY! I SAID STOP!"
"I can't bare to see her lonely and miserable anymore!"
Lumabas ako at to my surprise I saw clarrise standing infornt of our door crying.
Clarrise POV
"Shit. I forgot my bag"
Bumaba ako to get my bag kina harry. Sa sobrang pagmamadali ni harry nakalimutan kong kunin ang bag ko.
Nagdrive ako papunta sakanila. Buti nalang ay hindi pa naka sara ang gate nila.
"Harry?" Tawag ko but no one answer kaya tumuloy na ako sa loob.
"Tell her everything or I will?" rinig kong sambit ni harry. I'm not a chismosa but something is pulling me para makinig sa pinag uusapan nila.
"Do you think you can bare it?" I hear a familiar voice.
"I can. I'm not like you Mr. Monford. How can you smile without your daughter? Clarrise is your daughter! You have her mom!"
My knees tremble and I don't know what to do. Sobrang gulat na gulat ako sa aking narinig.
So all this time alam ni harry kung nasaan ang mommy ko?
Kung sino ang daddy ko
I close my fist.
"Harry stop it"
"It's not yet the right time para sabihin sakanya ang lahat"
Wow just wow. How stupid I am to fall to this kind of fckin game?
All this time he knew it all along and he didn't even tell me. Kaya pala everytime I mention about my mom lagi syang nawawala sa sarili nya.
"Kailan nyo balak sabihin sakanya ang lahat? Kapag sya na mismo ang naka tuklas?!"
"HARRY! I SAID STOP!"
I felt a hot liquid running in my cheeks.
"I can't bare to see her lonely and miserable anymore!"
I hear the door open and he really looks surprise when he saw me
"Cl-arrise" nauutal na tawag nito saaking pangalan.
I wan't to slap him. Galit na galit ako.
"Sabi mo tutulungan mo akong hanapin ang mommy ko"
Lalapitan nya sana ako pero umiwas ako
"Baby let me explain" pagmamakaawa nya.
"Explain what? Malinaw na saakin ang panloloko na ginawa nyo"
Nilagpasan ko sya at tuloy tuloy na pumasok sa office ni tito jack kung saan sila nag uusap.
Gulat na gulat silang napatingin saakin.
"You're my dad?"
Pinunasan ko ang luha saaking pisngi.
"Where's my mom?" mahinahon na tanong ko
"Clarrise" tawag saakin ni tita audrey. But I just glared at her
"Let's talk about it some other time"
Napa ngisi ako at hindi maka paniwalang tumingin sakanya.
"Just tell me! Where the fck is my mom?!"
Harry grab my wrist "Let me go" mahinahon na sambit ko.
"Clarrise please"
"BITAWAN MO AKO TANG*NA KA! MANLOLOKO KAYO!"
I grab mr. Monford collar "Dalhin mo ako ngayon kung nasaan ang mommy ko!"
"Clarrise" tawag nito saaking pangalan. Lalo kong diniinan ang pagkakahawak ko sakanya.
"Put*ng *n*. DALHIN MO AKO KUNG SAAN ANG MOMMY KO!"
Wala nang nagawa sina tita audrey at tito jack. No one can calm me down right now dahil galit na galit ako.
"Calm down"
"HOW CAN I FCKIN CALM DOWN? WHEN YOU KNEW IT ALL ALONG KUNG NASAAN ANG MOMMY KO!" I scream.
I don't know how to feel anymore. Naghalo halo na ang feelings na nararamdam ko.
Betrayal. Pain. Anger.
"Okey pupuntahin natin si theressa. But you need to calm down first okey?"
Padabog kong binitawan ang collar nya.
"Come on!" Sigaw ko sakanya bago ako lumabas.
Sunod sunod ang pinakawalan kong mabibigat na buntong hininga.
"Clarrise"
I close my eyes trying to calm myself.
"Get out please"
"Let me explain"
Humarap ako sakanya. "Explain what harry? I ask you before kung may tinatago ka saakin pero wala kang sinabi. You make me look like a stupid harry! YOU BETRAYED ME! YOU HURT ME! I TRUSTED YOU!"
He hug me. I tried so hard to push him pero sobrang higpit ng yakap nya saakin.
He start crying "I am really really sorry clarrise. Just please hear me out first"
"Get your filthy hands off me"
Ginamit ko lahat ng natitirang lakas ko para itulak sya.
"Don't ever show up infront of me ever again harry."
Sumakay na ako sa sasakyan na magdadala saakin papunta kay mommy.
"I'm sorry for keeping your mom"
I didn't answer. I'm emotionally and physically tired.
Wala ng ibang laman ang utak ko kundi ang makita ang mommy ko.
Hindi ako mapakali kahit galit na galit ako sa sinasabi nilang ama ko hindi ko parin mapigilan ang kasiyahan na nangingibabaw sa pagkatao ko.
After how many years makikita ko na ulit ang mommy ko.
Napadpad kami sa isang rest house sa cavite. Madaling araw na ng makarating kami.
Sumunod lang ako sakanya papasok ng bahay.
I stop walking for a moment pagkakita ko kay mommy. Nasa veranda sya nakaupo.
She still awake and reading some books.
"Nandyan kana pala" sambit nito without looking at us.
I close my eyes and open it para malaman ko kung totoo ba lahat ng to.
Nagsimula ng magsi patakan ang luha saaking mga mata.
"Look who's here" wika ni mr. Monford.
Dahan dahang lumingon saakin si mommy. Bakas din sa mukha nya ang pag kagulat. Maging ang librong hawak nya ay kanyang nabitawan.
"Althea?"
I nod my head. Para akong isang bata na ninakawan ng lollipop. Tumakbo ako papalapit sakanya at niyakap sya ng mahigpit. If this is a dream don't wake me up.
"Anak!"
"Mommy! Mommy!"