As soon as this crazy idea appeared in my mind, my whole body became excited for some reason.
But I didn't show it on my face, I just took the test sheet and looked at Claura shaking her head, showing her that I wasn't willing to do it.
Claura scolded me, then slapped me.
He typed words telling me, he said I have a younger sister who is sick, as long as I can help her lie to mom for a year, in the future my sister's medical expenses will be borne by her.
I pondered that my personal data would have been passed on to Claura by my friend, and that I also wouldn't have to worry about the matter of playing deaf being exposed. Claura's sentence in an instant touched my heart, for the sake of my sister I had to hold back my determination to take revenge.
Then I nodded in agreement, and Claura didn't show any gratitude, instead looking at me with disdain.
After a while Claura's mother came, she seemed to really like wearing a cheongsam, the purple cheongsam she was wearing today made her look elegant. This also makes me wonder, why have I never seen Claura's father?
But I just thought about it, I didn't have the heart to think about so many things, then Claura went down to talk to her mother.
I heard Claura say to her mother: "Mom, you come over, I was just about to call you."
Claura's mother seems to be in a very good mood. She smiles and asks Claura if she is pregnant.
Claura suddenly sighed and said: "Mom, you are right, two days ago I just took Alwi for an andrological examination, he is infertile, temporarily unable to have children."
I furiously clenched my fists, but I didn't dare to move.
Claura's mother said angrily: “What? Alwi is barren? I see her body is quite healthy, how can it be infertile. Claura, you're not looking for ways to trick mom, are you?"
Claura replies how is it possible, we are already married, how is it possible to still cheat mother. Then, he texted me, telling me to get the test results out.
After I went downstairs, I saw Claura's mother awkwardly, my face flushed with embarrassment and lowered my head.
Claura's mother looked at me, as if to see if I was a normal man.
I handed over the test results to her, then at the same time wrote on the prepared piece of paper and pen: Mom, sorry, I've already gone to the hospital for a check-up, I'm indeed infertile, I feel guilty to Claura, even more sorry for you, temporarily unable to give you grandchildren.
In an instant Claura's mother's face suddenly turned ugly, she asked Claura how she chose a man, why choose a man who is pleasing to the eye but barren.
I was embarrassed to death, but I kept writing it to Claura's mother, I said: Mom, I'm sorry, but the doctor said, my disease can be treated, as long as I take good care of it, it can recover normally, the doctor also said that after it recovers, it will give me a prescription to give birth to a boy.
At this time Claura joins in saying we are married, not in a hurry to want children, Claura who just got married can't even have changed another man, she can't embarrass herself.
Until finally Claura's mother didn't say anything, she stayed for a while to have lunch then left, lunch this time I cooked it, I can feel it, Claura's mother's dissatisfied look at me changed slightly, at that time I really wanted to explain to her, but I can't I can only hold it in.
After this matter, Claura threw away the two thousand dollar bill, and said my honor money, even though I was not happy, but I still accept the money.
The next few days, Claura wasn't home, maybe she had a flight, and I took this opportunity to sneak out around the city, I wanted to find a job for myself, in the future if I break up with Claura there is still another way.
Because I'm afraid Claura knows about it, I can only be a 'deaf person', finding a suitable job for a deaf person is very difficult, for a while I couldn't find a suitable job.
Without Claura at home, even though I'm lonely, I'm still happy. Gradually, I got used to this kind of life, even though I didn't speak for a few days, nor did I feel anything.
As for Claura's mother, she is very interested in my problems, all the time sending text messages, telling me to eat some supplements, or not telling me to exercise……
I feel awkward discussing this matter with her mother, I don't just want to tell her once, actually I'm a normal guy, Claura just doesn't let me touch her, sometimes her words are typed, but I don't dare to send them.
Day after day passed slowly, when I felt I was used to this character, Claura once again did something that made me really lose my self-esteem.
Claura took the woman home to spend the night!
That night at nine o'clock,when I was downstairs making dinner for myself, Claura came home, and there was a woman standing beside her, and that girl was the girl who was at the Shangri La with her the last time.
The girl looked to be in her twenties, wearing a short-sleeved shirt and skirt similar to student attire, this style made her look a bit more innocent.
I hid in the kitchen not daring to come out, and no one saw them face to face, but I eavesdropped.
I heard Claura say to the girl: "Felicia, tonight you just stay at my house."
The girl named Felicia said shyly: “What does that guy look like? she won't get caught, right, a man who is carried away by lust will be like a madman.”
Claura snorted and said in a scornful tone: “If you know why, he's not a man, he's an object I bought with money. These few days, he doesn't even dare to touch my hand, if he dares to be careless, I'll break his leg.”
At this time, Claura heard a sound in the kitchen, then she immediately entered the kitchen, and saw me, then pulled me out.
He pointed at a girl named Felicia, then typed a few words telling me: Today my friend is sleeping at my house, you sleep downstairs using a mattress.”
I nodded, at this time Felicia chuckled, she knew I couldn't hear, her laugh seemed to say: "This guy is quite obedient."
The emotions in my heart were rising, but I had to pretend I didn't hear, I made a hand gesture and smiled, and asked them if they would like to have dinner together.
Claura looked at me coldly, then went upstairs with Felicia.
As they climbed upstairs, I clenched my fists in the air.
When I was getting ready to go upstairs to get my mattress and blanket, at this time, Claura threw them down, saying: "Man's smell."
Even though I'm from the village, I'm actually very clean, Claura's words really hurt my pride, but I still have to be quiet and spread my mat downstairs.
I have no appetite, lying alone on the mat, my brain is really messed up, do I have to open my eyes wide to see my own wife cheating on me in front of my eyes?
I went back and forth over and over and couldn't sleep, I didn't just remind myself once, I was just pretending to be a husband, Claura wasn't my real wife, I just closed one eye.
But this reason can't persuade me at all, because my mindset is very old-fashioned, Claura and I are married, that means I am her husband, and Claura brings another woman to the house, that means she stepped on my head!
Until finally I gritted my teeth, then crawled upstairs.
I carefully stood in front of the door, not daring to take a deep breath. At that time, there was a strong urge to rush in, but my heart wanted to hear more.
And at this time, the girl named Felicia suddenly said: "Claura, there seems to be someone at the door."