Xyra's viewpoint
   It didn't stop me from shedding tears of pleasure and pain, though he thought it was just pain. He continued to pound, almost completely feral as he held on to me so I wouldn't slip away. Blood and wetness flowed down between us and soaked the mattress beneath. He was going too fast for me to handle, so I placed my hands on his chest and screamed for him to slow down. He did as told, though still going fast.
   His cock began swelling in me, swelling and twitching as he slowed down, hips buckling forward with well calculated thrusts. With a little howl, he dived down to my neck and clamp down on a soft spot at the neck above my tender ear. I screamed a little, but soon turned it to a moan. His cum was hot. The plastic thingy I remember Zeph call a sheath or something, was so realistic, almost as if he wasn't wearing one. It felt like he spurt inside me.
   Carswell breathe heavily over me as he held himself up, his sweat dripping down to my torso. "I'm sorry, I didn't…"
   "It's okay…"
   "All you felt was pain…"
   "I still felt pleasure…"
   "I marked you, I felt the pain I put you through," Emperor whimpered, "I'm so sorry for hurting erasthasis…"
   "I'm fine, really," I tried to beg him. He pulled out of me and laid on the bed, still whimpering and apologising.
   "All the women I've been with were never virgins, they were never innocent. I have had a lot so I thought you weren't. The thought that you might have been one didn't cross my mind, I'm sorry. I swear. I don't even know how to handle virginity since I never once had one until you…"
   "Carswell, Emperor, stop worrying, I'll be fine. And I'm glad to be your first in a sort of way," I murmured tiredly, "just promise to be more gentle,"
   He kissed the top of my head and pulled me into his arms, "I promise to make it up to you the next time. Then you can mark me too, when you finally feel great pleasure. I want you to feel it too. But for what it's worth, this is the best sex I've ever had,"
   My cheeks heated up and I hide my face in his sweaty and slick chest. "Really? Even if I ruined it with my tears?"
   "Even if. Now imagine when you actually enjoy it, heaven, or don't you think?" I giggled while he played with my hair. "I like your hair, but can you remove the dye? I would love to see your real hair colour,"
   "This is my real colours, I was born like this. Didn't you see my wolf?" I said drowsily, languidly running my fingers along his abs.
   "Wow, that's unexpected. Oh, you'll have to tell me about your powers, but get some sleep. In the morning, I'll have the doctors get you something that would ease the pain." I barely heard what he said as I was already falling asleep. I felt him rise to go do something. His scream made me jump up in alarm.
   "It broke! It fucking broke!" His back covered my view.
   "Carswell, are you okay?" His shoulders tensed but he nodded, "what broke?"
   "The con…cealer,"
   "Huh?" I asked puzzledly. He chuckled nervously.
   "Nothing, just a spell I placed on something, I'll go check." He didn't give me a chance to protest, he ran off with his speed and slammed the bathroom door shut. I shrugged and threw myself back on the bed, not caring to think about what broke.
Carswell's viewpoint
   I was pacing around the room in panic, absolute panic. Sure, it wasn't a big deal that the condom broke, she'll carry my pups after all. The only problem was that I knew she wasn't ready, we barely even love each other. The bond is there, no denying that. Our affections starting to emerge, yeah, that's there. But a baby? Not in the list.
   One, if really there was a war coming, I didn't need a pregnant mate. A baby would tie her down and weaken her, giving the enemy a greater advantage. Two, I wasn't mentally ready to be a father, even if Emperor was. Three, she was a fucking teenager! She still had so much to live for, to uncover. The other time, she had told me she wanted to finish college and find out what her purpose is in life. A baby would only disrupt that and make her hate me. We were no way ready for a child; a pup.
Emperor sadly reminded me.
   Great sadness washed over us both as we remembered that part of our life. It was a secret we had kept to ourselves… That I have kept to myself for hundreds of years. The main reason I never wanted a mate, never wanted a queen; because I could never provide an heir. It was the curse upon me, the sacrifice for what is great to be in me. Xyra was a reminder of what I would never have.
He asked desperately. I shook my head sadly.

   I looked at her as she slept peacefully on the bed, covers carelessly kicked off her body. Of course she kicked them off, she hates anything covering her. Xyra was beautiful, magnificent, a true work of art. I didn't want her to live a childless life. It was easier for me to accept that fate. But for her? I could only imagine how much she would hate me when she finds out. I couldn't bring myself to tell her, could never admit to her that if she ever had any hope of a pup, it would never come true.
   But I knew Emperor was right. If the goddess could change her mind and give me a mate, then maybe, just maybe she could give us children too.
   I took a deep breath and looked down at my bare feet, already regretting the selfish decision I was concluding on. Even if it would benefit her later, it was still selfish to go ahead with it when she wasn't ready. But if ever there was a chance she could bear my pup, even if it's the slightest, I was ready to try as much as I could until the result proves fruitful.
Emperor asked in confusion.



He whined.