I walked to school from my condo. Since it’s not close, I don’t need a car and it’s good exercise too. Plus, it gives me time to think about life.
When I got there, everyone was at our hang-out, except for Kale and Kellen. According to Kip, they went up already and they were just waiting for me, so we headed to our classroom as well.
As I sat on my chair, my phone vibrated. I took it out to check while our adviser’s not here yet.
Drew: We don’t have practice today. Let's tell everyone tonight.
I looked away from my phone and looked at the sender. He winked subtly and I can’t help but smile. I even replaced his name on my phone, changing it from Jerk to Drew.
“Girl, have you gone cray?” Kale asked.
I was still smiling when I looked at him. I wasn’t surprised when he checked where I was looking earlier.
“Ohhh, love is in the air~” then he started tickling me. I wanted to refute or deny his accusation but our adviser arrived so he quickly went back to his seat.
When morning classes ended, we ate lunch together. Of course, Myco’s now eating with us, as we recruited him as our new vocalist. Minnie and Bianca joined us as well.
After eating, we headed back to the classroom, but Drew and the three transferees are missing. “Where are we going after class?” Kevz asked.
“Let’s go to the studio!” I suggested right away. I decided to be the one to invite everyone so Drew and I can tell them everything.
When the last class ended, I quickly went out of the room. But as soon as I stepped out, my phone started vibrating.
Drew: Hun sorry. I can’t go to the studio. I need to be home. My cousins are coming.
I felt disappointed but I can’t do anything about it. I turned to look at him and I felt irritated when I saw Minnie walking alongside him, with her arm on his waist.
I heaved a sigh as I continue walking. We all went to the studio as I suggested but Kale and Kellen headed home, as they still have a project to finish.
When we got there, we didn’t stay long too. Kevz got a call from her mom, asking him to come home early. The same goes for Kip as they need to pick up Aunt Ena from the airport.
Left with nothing to do, Roj, Homme, and I decided to just go home too. As always, I let them head out first, with the excuse of waiting for my driver.
When I entered the condo building, the guard on duty called me and handed me a small package. I creased my forehead as I take it from him. The package was addressed to me but I have no idea where it came from.
After thanking the guard, I went straight to my unit. As soon as I got in, I started opening the package. There's a really small box in there and inside it is a lips charm.
I smiled automatically. Without even knowing who sent it, I took off my bracelet and attached the charm to it.
Afterward, I went to the bathroom for a shower and laid down on the couch to watch TV when I was done. When I can’t find anything interesting to watch, I switched to playing music instead. I was about to doze off when my phone vibrated.
Drew: I'm right outside your unit.
Smiling, I stood up to open my door and saw Drew standing outside, wearing a formal suit. He smiled shyly as he scratch the back of his dress. “Overdressed, sorry,” then he walked in.
He spread his arms when he sat down on the couch and I returned it as soon as I sat down next to him. He then pressed his lips on my forehead. “Why are you here?”
“I left right after dinner so I can come here,” then he tighten his hug.
“You should have gone home. You told me about it anyway,” and he pouted at what I said.
“Don’t you want to see me?” his voice sounded sad so I smiled and lightly pinched his nose.
“Being dramatic doesn’t suit you,” I chuckled but his face remains serious as he lets out a sigh. “Is there something wrong?”
He tucked loose strands of hair behind my ear, then he reached out for my hands. “Hun, I hope you won't get this wrong,” he started, looking hesitant. “I was wondering if we could delay telling the group about us?”
My brow shot up. Yesterday and until earlier, he was excited about it. Why the sudden change of heart?
“I’m just a bit apprehensive that Kevz might slip. You know how that guy is. It’s hard for him to keep a secret,” he explained.
He got a point though. If he's planning something out, the last thing he'd want is to get that messed up. And keeping a secret is indeed a hard task for Kevz.
Even if I’m against the idea, I nodded as I understand where he was coming from. “Thank you,” lightly kissing me on the lips, he smiled at me before checking his watch. “Aren’t you going to bed yet? It’s almost ten.”
“I’m about to when you came.”
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to disturb you.”
I shook my head and smiled at him, “It’s ok,” and before I could say anything more, he stood up, pulled me, and pushed me towards my room. “Wait, where are you going?”
“Don’t worry, I’ll go as soon as you’re asleep,” then he continued pushing me until we reached my bed. “Lay down,” he ordered.
He laid down before I could and he let me rest my head on his arm. Turning to his side, he starts combing my hair with his fingers.
“Do you really think we could sleep like this?” I teased.
“I'll make you sleep,” he whispered before he start kissing me sweetly.
His kisses are slow and careful. It made me feel like my lips are made of glass. He’s caressing my cheek as he kisses me and that gives me a different kind of sensation.
After a while, his hands moved down to my arm then my back. I can feel his palm against my skin, sending a shiver to my spine.
I don’t want to stop him but I’m also scared that it will take us somewhere. But even before I can protest, he stopped on his own.
Hugging me tightly, he pressed his forehead to mine, “Sleep hun before I force you to do more,” he blurted out.
My eyes widen but he roared in laughter. “Silly!” I snapped, pouting.
He bit my lower lip but he quickly let go of it too. “Stop doing that, stop pouting or I'll have to kiss you every time,” then he enclosed me in his hug again.
I squeezed myself closer, inhaling his scent. And the butterflies in my stomach became high and hyper because of that.
When I woke up the next morning, Drew was no longer by my side. I looked for my phone to check if I got any messages or calls, and there were already a few of them there.
Mommy: How are u fille? I miss u. Can you please come home?
0922*********: When are you coming home? I want to talk to you about something.
Drew: I love you.
I felt sad reading my mom’s message, nervous after reading my father’s, and bewildered when I read the message from Drew.
‘Is he serious? Love? Already?’
My heartbeat quickened even though I know it was wrong. It’s just, so fast. But the butterflies in my stomach feel like they’re breakdancing.
‘What should be followed? The heart or the brain?
I was a bit uneasy after reading his message, but I can’t stop smiling too. I can fall for him as well, that’s not impossible. But for now, it’s just too quick, too early.